So it is imminent until my wedding day and to say im excited would be an understatment- im excited for it to be over!!!!
Ive planned every single bit of my wedding down to the last detail and Im now so resentful of my H2B, he has literally done NOTHING apart from get his suit. Dont get me wrong, I've enjoyed most of the planning but now that I reflect on a year of me doing everything I really just feel so fed up and demoralised. I just cant believe that he is going to have a wonderful wedding day with all the gratitude and I'll be the one really stressing knowing that every decision was mine. Whenever I bring it up with him, he implies that i wouldnt have let him do any planning anyway, this is not true- i like things done a certain way but i appreciate any help or opinion. Now that I think about it, even when ive been venting he has no opinion and acts like he doesnt care. All he has done is contribute financially. Im feeling really upset today and feeling the pressure of absolutely everyone asking about the 'big day'.....I know people are excited which is great but i cant help but feel im going to have a miserable lead up to the day and day itself.
Is this normal how im feeling?