14th June 2010 17:45
hiya
got a call from consult secretary and said came back negative - which is great but I feel a bit uneasy about it.... what if I didn't come in contact with the correct area if you know what I mean. I said the sec who is really nice I am a bit dubious and she said when with him on fri to say you feel concerned. I am trying to figure why he gets you to do yourself anyway! I mean I am paying him.... is it not his job? I just feel stupid saying it and that he will think I am a nut as I keep going on about size of baby too and being nervous about delivery and he just nods and says 'average size'. very nice man but now I feel in awkward position. Last time I asked him about swelling and numbness and soreness 'down below' he just said its normal and varicose veins - didn't even look, thought that was odd too. Don't get me wrong as I said happy not to be examined until necessary but I mean should he not check??
Anyway, just feel a bit like a spa now and not sure what to do. Happy it is negative but not 100% convinced....