Having a mentally bad time with this. Having the most awful thoughts. Never wanted kids. Want an Abortion but husband wouldn’t forgive me. Hoping the maternal instinct/switch kicks in real soon. Spoke to psychologist. Not getting better. I really didn’t want a male consultant but I have. Scan next wk. Most likely high risk. I don’t want to tell anyone. I wish I could like it even a little. It’s physically making my skin crawl. I don’t know how to make this better.
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Ross V. Marshall
I think ..maybe you should talk more with your husband? He must understand what pains and hardness you're having now, although you don't wanna kids but I really wish he can help you to release and relax.