God im in bits reading your posts
Went for scan this morning at 9 - they told me the sac wasnt growing. I was completely stunned as the doctor had seemed so positive last night. You have no idea what myriad emotions went through me - rage, sadness complete disbelief. I have been given the option of a D&C tomorrow morning but my last D&C was so upsetting i dont think i can go through it again so will hope it passes naturally
Most of all I am upset at myself for telling people prior to the so-called ''safe time'' and i can only be thankful this is happening before we told the little man and our families.
I am all cried out now i think but your posts (thanks kim by the way) have just completely undone me - i cant express what a support you all are. im at home now being well looked after by hubby. he wants us to put a six month break on any mention of ttc as he cant watch me go through this again.
I have a few sick days now before we go away for the weekend and when we get back i will concentrate on myself and hubby for a while and grow stronger enough to try
once again thanks for all your words it means so much you wouldnt believe
Hun you and hubby take good care of each other
Aww Clucky, I really hope you are OK, I cant imagine what it must be like for you. U have a star of a hubbie! Best Wishes. Bubski X
Ah chick thinking of you just take some time for yourself and your family now x
Oh hon I am so so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself and we'll be thinking of you.
Am so so sorry you have to go through this again. Things happen in this life for a reason none of us understand, no matter how hard we try to phatom it.
Dont be angry with yourself for telling people before your "safe time". You have told us all here and I know hand on heart you will get great support, advise, prayers and open ears whenever you feel the need to talk.
You and your hubby are in my thoughts and prayers.
clucky you take it easy hun were always here x x x
take it easy now and try to enjoy your weekend away
take care hun at this terrible time
So sad for you Clucky. It's just not fair.