20th November 2015 18:37
Dear Babywish10,
Firstly, huge congrats on your own pregnancy and not long to go now - hope you're feeling well and everything is going just as you want it.
Secondly, I can't thank you enough for responding. I'm like a glass ball of emotion at the moment and if I'm not worrying about one thing, it's another. I think the fact that we've kept it to ourselves ( except my best friend, who has been utterly amazing and patient ), I don't have anyone else to discuss my fears with. So after reading your message this morning, it gave me the peace of mind that I needed. I know I shouldn't, but human nature makes me question if it was my un-monitored thyroid that caused the issue in my first pregnancy. You can't look back of course, but I beat myself up that I wasn't aware - when my GP said it was fine, I just took him at his word!
We are lucky this time around in that we've had great scans at 7.5 and 10.5 weeks but as you know, it's hard to be patient for the next one to come around. And as I said, it's the smallest thing that worries me.
Usually, I'm a very calm and pragmatic individual - feeling out of control with this given the history makes me so anxious but I'm hoping when we have our 13 week scan, I can start to relax!
Am wishing you all the very best with your pregnancy and sincere gratitude for taking the time to respond - it is really appreciated.
Take good care, x