13th December 2012 16:01
Havent been on here since my little one was overdue last April. But Im on again just to vent...Ive been walking around all day with my little one in her pram (im still on maternity leave for the next 3 weeks). Only came home coz it was freezing. Well, DH and I havent really been trying as such to have another baby. Next year is very busy and very exciting for me with a new venture I am working on. But I thought, sure if I get pregnant then so be it, its meant to be! I can still work away on my new project anyway, so I just thought, wouldnt it be lovely to have another little baby too. I have been watching friends have babies the last few months and a little envious of them.
Today I am 2 days late and about 13 DPO I think. Not too sure on that score. Anyway, I did a test then jumped in the shower. When I got out I saw a faint line on a Cassette Test. I nearly fell over. DIdnt know whether to laugh or cry. But deep down I know Im over the freakin moon. DH is at work and I had mentioned to him yesterday that I was a day or so late. He Smiled!! I waited for DD to wake up and backed her into her pram all snug as a bug coz its freezing out. I couldnt sit around all day. I ran in and out of the bathroom about a dozen times then looked up "Very Very faint line on Pregnancy test" on Google. I got mixed responses...Most were saying any line is a line.
Then I remembered i had a FR one from last year and so I said Id wait til I came home til I took it.
ABout 3 hours later I took the FR test (about 2pm today)....Again my eyes nearly popped out of my head. I got another faint line, but there is definitely a line.
To be honest, I walked around the local town earlier with a big cheesy smile on my face but also with a look of "Oh Jesus WTF" aswell. I texted DH when I took the second one to ask him if he could come home for lunch as I wanted to run something by him. He got all worried but he couldnt make it home. I think he suspects something after what I told him yesterday.
Dyyyying to share this with someone....Asked DD how does she feel about being a big sister and she just giggled. I remembered that I had a tiny bit of spotting on Tue eve. Thought it was AF so used the necessary and woke up the next morning....all clean. THen later yesterday I noticed a little briwn discharge (sorry tmi)....Im all over the place....Dying to jump from the rooftops but worried it might be a chemical pregnancy...ANyone got the time to tell me whats going on? Im so confused....