8th December 2006 10:12
long time lurker girls - trying not to post too much (at all actually) so as not to get too caught up in this but god this is torture. i've been having these dreams lately where i'm pregnant or where i'm doing a test and seeing the little pink line appear and i absolutely convince myself i'm pregnant.
then i wake up and get back to reality and realise it was all just a dream - it's so headwrecking. those first few moments when you're waking up and you feel all happy thinking you've got a baby inside are so nice (and unreal!!) only to have to wake up and smell the coffee.
this is our 3rd month ttc "properly" and i'm sooo dying to have a baby it's unreal. yesterday i heard of 2 new pregnancies - that's 20 now this year! i'm very happy for our friends but just can't wait till it's our turn and wonder when it'll ever happen.
anyway, lots and lots of babydust to everyone else in the same boat as myself and congrats to all the new moms to be!