9th February 2010 17:30Starting to feel really anxious at this stage. Due in 4 weeks and not starting maternity leave for another 2 weeks but have so much to do in work its stressing me out. There's a lot to get done before I pass over all to the girl thats covering for me and hence when I get home in the evenings and at weekends I am so so tired I can't seem to get anything done. House is a mess, have very little got for lo etc. There's so much I want to get done at home before lo arrives and I know in ideal situation I will have nearly 2 wks off before lo born but what if I go into labour early?? This has me really stressed out. Can't wait to hold lo but so so not ready yet. On top of that the travel system we ordered has been delayed so that won't be in for another few weeks and I'm too tired at weekends to go looking at all the other stuff we need so this is stressing me out even more! Couldn't sleep at all last night (this has been the case on and off now for the past 2 - 3 wks) but last night was different, every time I did dose off, I was dreaming that I was going into labour and I was panicking about not having stuff for baby and about work, house etc etc. Oh I really need to chill out a bit! Pls tell me I'm not the only one going thru this?? Would love to take a few days off but its not an option at all because I really need every day here to get finished up on time. Arrrrrrr! Sorry girls, rant over!!