Just looked over the numbers again and seems I have gone over budget....wedding is in 4 weeks so no where I can really cut back now. All these little things piling up now and it's my parents who have added them....you need more flowers in the church, feed the people more, oh you need this and this it'll make life easier...ect
Probably won't regret the extra things the day of the wedding but right now I want to punch a wall...this means no beautiful tower of donuts for me :'(
Doesn't help that I feel like a failure and I'm in a bad mood (I don't want to say depression because that term is thrown around too much, but it's heading for that direction in I don't reign it in) head is not right for figures. Life is just a bit crap and the moment even with my wedding looming nearer, not able for these small hiccups at the moment.
Thank goodness for my credit Union savings...although not sure do I just take a withdrawal or make a small loan for credit rating.
Anyone else loosing track of the finances? or just me?