17th January 2007 17:27
Had spotting today before lunch when I went to the loo (no. 2s sorry TMI) but nothing since. I was convinced it was AF and was really upset but have had nothing since. Im 12DPO but my period is due today as well, my temp was still up this morn. Its prob AF as I have cramps as well but a small part of me wants to believe its implantation bleeding.... this can happen up to 12 DPO cant it. Oh I feel so down today and really thought it was our month, had good cry a lunch time and then my friend saw my red eyes so I had to spill the beans... she thinks im crazy charting and taking all the supplements (evening primrose, agnus cactus)... she reckons I should stop for a month and let nature take its course... is she right. Thing is if I stopped charting I think I would feel less in control, At least I know whats happening when I am. Am thinking of giving acupuncture a go this month... might relax me. Sorry so long. Im dreading AF coming.