16th July 2009 20:39
Hey girls, ye are all just a week or so ahead of me, Im just 5 weeks, we got our BFP last week and had all confirmed by the doc last Friday.
Ive actually been worried that I dont have enough symptoms, the reason that I tested last week is because I had really bad nausea but since last week I have bearly had any, a little bit woozy at times but not anything like I did feel, I have had lower back pain for the last week and lots of cramps and twinges in my belly, I woke up last night with a really bad pain but it eased after I went to the bathroom, I got a fright. Im not well endowed on the boob front but they are tender to touch and sore when I get up in the morning after lying on my side, maybe if I was bigger on top they would be worse. Ive been very bloated this week, at some stages of the day I look like Im 3 months gone already. Everyone says that you are exhausted during the first 12 weeks but I feel no more tired than I did before I got pregnant
Even with all of these little symptoms Im still worried, and nervous, I think I will be until we hear the heartbeat or have a scan. Our hospital scan wont be till 18 - 20 weeks but our doc has requested a private early scan for us but I dont know when it will be.
I would love to be able to relax more and stop worrying, I suppose its the fear of losing something that you want so much thats scary, we were TTC for 10 months so we are over the moon now that we are finally pregnant.
I really do need to take a chill pill, tell myself Im pregnant and will have a little baby in 8 months and start to look forward to it all rather than waiting for something to go wrong
We are due on 18 March all going well - lots of prayers to be said over the next 8 months