Dont really know how to put this across, did most of you buy it as a lube with extra help for the swimmers or just for swimmers. The reason I ask is that I never need lube as I usually am very ready(so sorry this is TMI) but I dont want to buy it if its just for that really.
Sorry I'm no help but couldn't read and not reply as you seemed embarrassed!! Firstly don't be embarrassed and secondly, if you're normally 'ready' for action then thats the best companion for your partners little swimmers I think!! Just enjoy it and they say to stay lying down for a while after it with your bum elevated!! (we never did any of those things though!)